I went down to the crossroads, fell down on my knee...

So yeah... Basically nothing new recently. Still single and whatnot. Lately been playing a lot of video games and have found a new passion. Assassin's Creed. That game definitely makes it into the list of the all-time best games in my opinion.

Also I have been doing a lot of thinking. Dangerous as it is, as some people would assume. But lately, things are just kind of trivial. Generally I'm an upbeat person, and I try to find things in life that keep me going, but I've come to realize that even though life can be a complete and total bummer, you just have to keep looking for motivation. Right now I'm still looking for that motivation. Maybe starting back to school in January will jumpstart my lack of enthusiasm and get me rolling again. Hopefully that will come about, because lately, I've been prone to having mood swings, anger issue keep arising from the depths, depression has started to reak havock on me, but I'm definitely trying to work things out.

Anyways, off to a better note.


Music is definitely one of the only things keeping me moderately sane for right now. Getting into the habit of going stir-crazy if I don't have some type of music going on in the background. Also I've been branching out on various types of music recently too. Finding that there are good genres of music left in the world.


Well thats all for this episode.
Eat rainbows and poop butterflies, bitches.

Jon-0-thon.

Motherfucker of Fire


Well. Here's the low-down.

Basically everything in my past entry has been completely reversed.
Been put back on part time, my dad still has some of his schemes brewing, I'm unfortunately single AGAIN, and things just suck right now. All I know is that I just want to go beat the shit out of somebody, run over a cute puppy, and scream.

And I'm out of cigarettes.

Behold!

Things have kind of picked up. I'm working pretty much full-time now, my dad has had his delusional world brought to a halt, my girlfriend is absolutely wonderful and i love her very dearly, and life is just good right now. No, I'm not on drugs or sending myself through a sugarcoated veil to keep my perception on life in good standing. Its just simply that things are going good.

We dream of ways to break these iron bars...

Obviously I haven't updated this thing lately. Been kinda busy, which is totally understandable. Started working full time, and seeing as I have no computer access there, its impossible to check it during the work day.

Well... My dad and his new wife are doing well, with the occasional bad moods dad has been in lately. Something is bothering him, besides work and some other stuff he had his hand off in. I'm starting to think that he is highly irritated with me because he never sees me, except on the weekends when i get home. He is probably starting to realize that I'm in the process of "becoming an adult". Growing up, not a problem, been there, done that, moving on. Oh well, he can get over it like he had to with my sister.

As of lately, I've been in a bit of a tizzy. Nothing major, just getting disturbed by a few things that keep coming up. One of the major things that has irked me lately is my family. Basically, I've been put into exhile from them, which is fine with me seeing as they don't like me anyway. The only time I hear from my sister, cousins, or my aunt, is when there is something wrong or if they are wanting to be nosey about something regarding me. And they wonder why I don't come around anymore... Anyways, maybe one day they will realize that since I'm different from them, they will just breakdown and actually be nice to me.

Well...guess that is it for this episode.

WHY! MY PIGGY! I LOVEDED YOU PIGGY!

So yea, I'm in one of my strange moods. I've been compelled to watch invader zim again. It brings back memories of good times.

Looking back on everything that has gone down in the past few years, I've come to a revelation that even though I felt alone, I was always surrounded by people who cared. Pretty much, I have being an ass towards everyone, mostly just towards my family, but still. I've changed my outlook for the better of things. Hopefully I can start getting along with the relatives to an extent of making everyone content.

On a side note on the subject of family, my dad is getting married on saturday. I have no objections to this communion, I just want my dad to be happy. My soon-to-be step-mom is pretty cool. Thankfully her kids are older, so I don't have to worry about having to take care of any little brats that won't listen to me or anyone else.

Moving on to other matters.

Another matter that I would like to bring up is WHO THE HELL IS ADAM LAMBERT?!?! I've been told several times in the past week that I look like him. I'm guess he either something to do with American Idol or some stupid show like that. I wouldn't know, seeing as I don't watch t.v.

Erm. I guess there is nothing else left on my mind for now.

Random Quote of the Day
Son, you're British. So scale it down a bit. - Eddie Izzard


Confusingley Confusing

I need to go talk to Jeff the god of Bisquits and Steve the god of Hairdos. Tally Ho!!!